Wanda - Please just listen. I know why you're here, Jake. I know what you've been doing, why you hardly sleep, why you live alone, and why night after night, you sit by your computer. You're looking for her. I know because I was once looking for the same thing. And when she found me, she told me I wasn't really looking for her. I was looking for an answer. It's the question that drives us. It's the question that brought you here. You know the question, just as I did.
Jake - When will I be happy?
Wanda - The answer is out there, Jake, and it's looking for you, and it will find you if you want it to.

So...(awkward silence)...

I know I've been neglecting this. I don't have any excuses. I am a bad, bad man. Spank me. Spank me hard.

The month has been busy to say the least. I've been working 6 days a week; trying to get over the ex; trying to re-establish a social life; and catching up on reading. It's been quite taxing on my mentality. I'm surviving though and I'm starting to see the light. Could this be the end of the storm? I sure hope so.

So here's the new company I'm working for --> www.sjm.com. They make pacemakers, defibrillators, and heart valves. Ironic that after I got my heart broken, I got a job with a company that fixes hearts. Maybe this is a sign of things to come. So I'm handling IT support and database development for their sales division here in Mississauga. It's been great so far. My co-workers and boss are super nice. I've been able to stay busy and learn quite a bit.

So that's the update for now. I will try and post more often (I know I've said that before). Really.

Here today. Forgot tomorrow. Someone tell me why -- why it has to be like that.

OH BABY...ADVANCE SCREENING OF THE MATRIX HERE SHAKY COMES!!!

OMG this week has gone by fast. I guess when you're not rolling out of bed at noon and sitting on your ass twiddling your thumbs for hours on end the days fly by! So I've been part of the real world for a week now. I guess I'm suppose to start planning for the future. What exactly the future means, is somewhat vague. I just recently broke up with a girl I thought I was going to marry. I don't live on my own. I don't own a car. My life consists of a few basic needs: sports; water; food; sleep; and friends. I really don't see where this is all going. Just like this blog, my life is just a scattered bunch of pieces that don't exactly fit anywhere. Why that doesn't scare or bother me, I really don't know.

So what am I looking forward to this weekend? I'm looking forward to playing basketball and rollerhockey on saturday. God my life is so lame. I swear to god it could all end today and the world wouldn't miss a beat.

So now that I'm a working man, I'm too good for this blog. Really, I'm way cooler than this blog. I swear, on a scale of one to awesome I'm super great. This blog is living in my shadow. Then again, everyone lives in my shadow. Shaky's shadow encompasses all! I'm feeling a bit obnoxious and narcissistic tonight and why shouldn't I? I'm fuckin cool and you know it! If you could capture the cool coming off my body, you'd be able to make popsicles. God, sometimes it perplexes me how ridiculously fabulous I am. I declare today national Shaky day!